I remember almost one year ago I had my first recordable mistake in the lab. I was very upset over it and everyone comforted me over it.
A few days ago I did it again. The circumstance different, the root cause different but the mistake the same. I felt really ashamed as my colleagues were concerned over my feelings and even my supervisor did not reprimand me.
I am no longer a kid who should be protected from the consequences of the mistakes she makes, regardless of the circumstance. I am fully capable if bearing the concrete and emotional responsibilities of my errors.
I am thankful over everyone's concern towards my feelings. Although I am not as depressed over this as last time, I will take this seriously, and be reminded to always be focused, to always take no chances irregardless if how many things I am doing at once.
There is still so much more I need to improve on.
